Wow, what a danger just now!
I was about to jump off my own apartment and kill myself
I could imagine how I look when I die
Shit
But what stopped me?
And why do I just hate myself that much??
I can't stop diong wrong and bad things and when I screwed uo everything, and I just want to die immediately
But it doesn't work
I can;t go on like this
Sometimes I have to cut the wrong thing from the very first beginning
But how?
How can I make myself a better person?
I've tried many times but I failed all of them
Who am I?